Monday, September 25, 2006

mornings

I woke up this morning
I realised I'm not the person who I wanted to be
What a horrible thing to be...


2 b continued ...

Saturday, September 09, 2006

wind in a bag

SO I'm back ..
The funny thing is I could have stayed a week more in prague..
thinking that this saturday my college starts,
trying to control my bohemian personality and take the mature decision
I descided to come back instead of accepting a free stay at my uncles house and attend the madonna concert.
...the hilarious part was discovering that college starts next saturday ...
meaning it was simply a stupid decesion not to have stayed the extra week...

welcomed with jeddah's tradmark ( welcomed by the sweaty air the moment you step out of the plane)
and Jeddah's wonderful news of the new committie of moralaities ( lajnat el adab)
which annoyingly is just for jeddah which will apply some weired rules like putting back barcades in resturants, women are
not allowed to go to resturants alone,no shisha ....etc....alot of stupidity that I was glad to leave long ago in riyadh,
" giving back ethichs to jeddah people"
( talk about going a couple of hundred steps back and some regional racism)

AS I heard this news my mind drifted to the cafe in prague ...where I was sitting in the old town surrounded by
culture and art,sipping my latte, smoking my cigar and reading my book.
doing some doodles and sketches inspired by the breath taking surrounding
wondering how far are we here from this sort of life....

Is this the solution, give " them " what theny want, leave the counrty and go to europe.
even though I do have this option I chose not to...still trying to figure out why....

fainting from the news and heat I wish I packed an extra bag .....some lovely wind from prague
wind in a bag....despite the over wieght